quarter-life crisis

Yesterday Kuman held a breaking of fast session at his (family's) new house in KJ. The food was great. While I was eating, Kuman said to me; "ko dah tak nampak budak2 dah skang beb. Nampak cam matang2 sikit" (you're starting to look your age). And I started thinking;

I'm 25 now and

1. There are choices and decisions that I'm going to have to make which I don't think I'm nowhere near ready to make

2. There will be routines I'll have to get used to

3. There are things that I'm no longer eligible to be part of (e.g: I can no longer go to cigarettes or chewing gum market survey sessions)

4. There will be things that I'm going to have to want in order to be deemed 'normal'

5. I will have to seriously think about my future ('future' here waaay surpass my next dinner)

..and it's giving me a few wrinkles up my forehead.

..I wish a rich girl would marry me so I can stop thinking about my future and start thinking other thoughts.